Saturday, December 10, 2011

The View from my Bicycle [COLUMN]

Season's Greetings - A Summary of the Year That Was 2011

I know I've been slack in publishing this column of late.  I've also been very slack in riding my bicycle.  But in other areas I'm pleased to report, I've been very very busy.  2011 has been an excellent year for me.  If 2010 was a Baptism of Fire in The Freelance Life (I'm considering starting a non fiction book chronicling my adventures, mostly the misadventures), 2011 was something of a Rite (or perhaps 'Right') of Passage.  At the start of 2011 I left Port Elizabeth for a 6 month stint in Cape Town.  Upon arriving in Cape Town I immediately faced the challenge of replacing 2 of 3 staple publications I was earning an income from (Getaway and Bicycling). It was a scary time, and for a while it was looking like I wasn't going to make it.

But an early success was the publication of 4 stories and plenty of photography in a single magazine. Another highlight was covering the CELL C Tour of South Africa as part of the official press contingent, meeting 'the voice of cycling' Phil Liggett, and joining him over several days in the official media vehicle.  Going along with Rapha Condor, and following the leader, Kristian House, with Rapha's coach driving, seated right next to me, was an unbelievable experience.  And interviewing the eventual winner (House) in his hotel room - these are some of the advantages of being in my profession.  You can get very close to the action, and the heart of the story.  The inside story as it were.


In terms of the photography side of the Tour, I made a bit of a pig of myself squatting on the services vehicle (the back of a bakkie) and once again got excellent photos of the leading riders falling back to pick up water bottles.  A few weeks later I covered the Tour de Boland, and soon after that the Cape Epic.  A few weeks ago I covered the OFM Classic, which included catching the pros on Albrecht and on the N1 before racing back to ride it myself with camera on board.  What a fun day!

My dream gig, in terms of cycling coverage, is the Tour de France.  I've already been present at two stages in and around Paris a few years ago, but it would be great to have another go.



 
Other highlights this year that spring to mind were interviews with Professor Tim Noakes, a very diverse and interesting group of CEO's, the award-winning architect Etienne Bruwer and Faith Like Potatoes actress Jeanne Wilhelm.

A list of publications that featured my work this year include Car, AbouTime, NewsNow, Financial Mail, Sarie, Cycling Weekly (published in Britain), Country Life, Getaway, Brainstorm, (FHM commissioned a piece but I never bothered to check if they used it) and then the following newspapers: Mail & Guardian, Sunday Times, City Press, Saturday Argus, Cape Times and the Free State Times.  Thanks to kind recommendations of some professionals in the industry, I was also hired to do private work for Harmony Gold Mine, the Free State Provincial Government (Premier's Office), and the SKA, amongst others.

Photo shoots this year also reached a new level, with 'Epic Shoots' in Cape Town (Tanya Muller and Suzanne Trautmann), Johannesburg CBD (Kirsty du Toit) and Free State (Maria Bekker).  Epic Shoots were basically shot over a full day or more than one day against multiple 'epic' background settings, often with fairly high degrees of effort, or discomfort.  But the photos in each case were quite awesome.  I've since been commissioned to shoot a winter clothing catalogue, numerous family portraits, weddings, even a pregnancy shoot - all work that I don't consider 'meat and potatoes' photography, but will do if the moment, or the client grabs me.

My photography often gets me the most attention, so people are surprised when I tell them I am not a photographer.  I simply photograph what I find to be beautiful, or inspirational, or at a minimum, interesting.  From roadside raptors taking flight, to the late afternoon sun hitting the tips of a field of grass, to a lonely road... I'm not particularly fond of weddings (too pressured and cliched), or corporate work (clinical, sometimes boring) or catalogues (again, boring).  Although I have some interest in doing fashion/glamour stuff, I'm hesitant to be sucked into the hollow side of the industry - where the girl's are little more than coat hangers.  I enjoy discovering and photographing real (and beautiful) people as nature intended. I enjoy my photography without all the gadgets and gimmicks... I don't use a tripod, I don't use light meters or light boards, or make-up artists, or stylists, I don't even have my own studio (although a few schemes are afoot to possibly change that in the medium term). I do use natural light and I'm pretty good at spontaneously utilising and integrating a natural context and making it work to show the model off in the best light.  I like to paint with my photos, using light, proportions, and perspectives, to tell a story, rather than being simply technically appropriate.

I also don't like to be called a journalist. My rule of thumb is I make my own work, and because I write about what interests me, I enjoy it and can keep up a very high work rate. This year I started on a pet project which scares the crap out of me.  It's essentially a rewrite of something I wrote - something HUGE - between the ages of 15 and 17.  I call it BLOODLINE.  As of now, I'm about 1/3rd through it.  It's quite an exciting piece of writing so far, and a few people close to me who have read the first few sample chapters say it is riveting.  It's definitely different, there's some science fiction, fantasy, history, romance and chivalry, I think.  I hope to have BLOODLINE done within the next 6 months. This is really what I love to do, and if I had complete financial freedom and control over my life, I'd dedicate it 100% to simply writing meaningful fiction.I'm getting there. I also have a project-in-waiting with a local movie studio, and a possible epic trip to the Congo coming up.  In early 2012 I'll be jetting off to an exotic destination just to inject some freshness into my portfolio.  Morocco is one option, Mozambique another, Alaska is also on the cards.

So it's been very exciting, and much of the success has been due to becoming a member of SAFREA (South African Freelancers Association), as well as thanks to the encouragement and support of a very special person I met halfway through the year, and I'm happy to say we're still together, and still very much in love.  (Touch wood).
One aspect that has backslid badly is my personal fitness, and although I did the Two Oceans this year, and two more half marathons shortly after that race, I plan to stick to a much stricter training regimen in 2012 than I did this year.  Train first thing in the morning, then get started on work. I'd love to be ready to compete in the half ironman next year in East London, or improve on my Two Oceans time, but on that score I'm not making any promises.

Finally, I would like to thank my boss, at Sowetan Online, Juliette Saunders.  On my first day on the job Juliette said to me, "Nick, you are not a writer, because you can't write."  Over the next two years Juliette - editor of the highly esteemed Sowetan Online -  published only two pieces of my writing.  The one was called HOW TO MAKE UP FOR BLUNDERS AT WORK, and the other I, using a colleague as a smokescreen, tricked her into publishing.  Skip to today, now,  I publish three magazine articles and 10-12 newspaper articles in an average month.  So either I've upped my game, or Juliette's standards at Sowetan Online are quite impressive.  I remember, she hauled me into one disciplinary hearing after another, first for writing for a publication without her permission, then for writing for our own company's publications.  It was quite a tough time.  You could swear that trying to publish stories at a media company (whose business was publishing) was a crime.  And then I was finally fired for the radical act of trying to offer yet another freelance piece to the company I worked for, but they didn't have a very good case, and I won a settlement, which earned me a little holiday in Australia and launched me on the still happening freelance adventure.

But Juliette taught me a valuable lesson: what to expect in the industry out there.  This year I encountered a number of Juliette's at various publications - people who insist on not using your work, or on bad mouthing you, or who simply never respond to your pitches (which is simply par for the course sometimes, but sometimes, not).  People ask me why I don't try to get published in Men's Health, Sports Illustrated or GQ.  I've actually been paid for work I've sent to Men's Health, and Sports Illustrated, but for some reason, they held it back and didn't use it.  Unfortunately there are folks out there who assure you that they will never use your work, because it's personal.  It's not about the writing (though they claim it is), it's about a power trip.  There's a little club, you see, and some editors decide who they want to be in their club as their friends, who gets to be in the circle, and slap each others backs. I suppose we all do have a right to choose who we work with, in other words, play favoritism.  I'm just not sure we can afford to do that any more.  Just in terms of sheer economics. And I'm naive; I think the work should sell it itself. But I am learning that you've also got to be friendly, even when the editors aren't, and a lot of the time they aren't.  Fact is, in terms of deciding what content to use, it's their way (ultimately) or the highway.  Fortunately, a good editor is always (okay, almost always) tempted by excellent work; it's hard to refuse something that is a pleasure to read, something they know their audience will love.  Sometimes, also, the work is just off the mark.  Take it on the chin and try again. 

Editors come and go, and so when there is a changing of the guard at certain publications, like GQ, I'll get my foot back in the door.  Meanwhile, there is a smorgasbord of alternative local and international publications out there to choose from. Talent is important, but often it is more important to be reliable.  To deliver.  In the same way that editors expect reliable, professional content, editors also have a job to do, and the revolving door turns every so often, and new editors allow new (or unused) freelancers a way in, eventually.  Editors who don't like you tell you there are thousands of other freelancers out there (true, but only a handful are top professionals, and even fewer can write and shoot, and even fewer live it full time, without any other obligations).  I'm sure there will be drama in 2012 just as there was the backstabbing circus this year, featuring Ryk Neethling, Cameron van der Burgh and Sports Illustrated.  It's hell, it's frustrating, but life goes on.

The Freelance Life is nothing if not high octane. If you can't handle uncertainty, or rejection, or truckloads of frustration, don't even try.  Meanwhile, stay tuned here on, on this blog, and on facebook and twitter (@NickVDL) for more inspiration, beautiful scenery and plenty of personal growth in 2012.  There is a lot of trouble ahead, and opportunity for all of us, mark my words.  But if we adapt,work hard, persist, and never give up, we can do more than survive, we can thrive. Please won't you join me on my journey in 2012, and let's learn from each other where, what and how to do exactly that.

White Lion Cubs





David Guetta feat. Sia - Titanium


Sweet song.

Friday, November 25, 2011

SHOOT Reviews: Breaking Dawn pregnant with possibilities

Director: Bill Condon
Writers: Melissa Rosenberg (screenplay), Stephenie Meyer (novel)
Stars: Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson and Taylor Lautner
PG-13
Runtime: 117 minutes.

On Sunday at 8pm the Mimosa Mall cinema watching Breaking Dawn was full. In fact so full my girlfriend and I had to sit in different seats. Thanks to Twilight’s emo fans though, someone scootched up for us and we were able to watch it together. No surprise then that Breaking Dawn opened with the fifth biggest weekend in movie history, (the all time record goes to another Twilight flick, New Moon). A decent achievement given that none of the Twilight flicks tried to boost box office receipts with faux 3D.

In Twilight New Moon (2009) Bella Swan starts crying and says, “[I]t doesn't make sense for you to love me. I'm nothing... Human. Nothing.” Edward responds by saying, “Bella, you're everything to me. Everything.”
Sometimes life and especially love is a lot like that. One moment empty, hopeless and despairing, the next triumphant, beautiful and abundant.

Interestingly, Kristen Stewart (who looks both beautiful and awful as Bella in this iteration) described her love scenes with Robert Pattinson (Edward) as “awkward”, adding that by the end of the shoot “it didn’t feel like we’d just filmed a love scene.” But it must have helped, because by October this year swirling rumors of a real relationship between Stewart and Robert Pattinson were confirmed when Kristen blurted as much during an interview with Britain’s GQ. Bella’s onscreen detachment, it seems, translates equally into Kristen Stewart’s real life reserve. “But this subject (her relationship with pattinson),” she told GQ at the time, “I don't think you realise what a big deal it is for people. Well, it is a big deal. And right now, even me talking about it like this is a big deal.”

As for London-born Pattinson, he prepared for the love scene by maintaining a strict diet and exercise regime over a 6 month period. After the love scene was shot, Pattinson (who unlike his werewolf rival, seldom appears shirtless) soon aborted both diet and training.

For Twihards, look out for a cameo with Twilight author Stephanie Meyer. Meyer makes an appearance as a wedding guest; she’s in the background when Bella walks down the aisle. This scene is a great example of the existential subtlety of Breaking Dawn; a relative rarity in contemporary cinema. Bella does not say that she feels nervous or uncertain or intimidated by the large crowd of strangers. But the cinematography shows very clearly that she is not completely comfortable, or herself. Until she says Edward. Then she finds herself, and knows once again who she means herself to be. Bella has told Edward before why she wants a life by his side: “appears in the wedding during the ceremony as a wedding guest. She can be seen as Bella walks down the aisle.

The Twilight saga is jammed full of metaphors; it has fairy-tale devices that depict and color all those internal scenes all of us feel in such abundance at that age. Jacob Black (Taylor Lautner), who (sorry girls) wears his shirt quite a lot in Breaking Dawn, represents one aspect of that animal attraction. Author Stephenie Meyer nicely balances Jacob’s dark haired, tanned earthy-ness (which makes him accessible, and in a sense more human) via his tribal roots, with his aggressive, angry, animal nature. Edward’s fair-skinned wealthy upbringing with the Cullens represents a more idealized young-girls-dream, of wanting to be a princess to a wealthy prince in his castle, yet the rawness of sexuality is still in the background given Edward’s incredible bed-breaking strength, speed, mental acuity and let’s be clear, serial blood sucking.

In Bella’s world, while one lover turns into a furry, oversized wolf, another sparkles like a Ken-doll covered in tippex and glitter. Neither of these fantasies are realistic, which is exactly the point: they are true to some of the fantasies girls have when growing up. And what could be more luxurious than having two opposing males (and their extended families) fighting over you for their affections, and professing undying love whether you’re in the arms of the one or the other.

If you’ve noticed that very little of Breaking Dawn’s plot has been given away so far, you’re right. It’s easy to spoil this film by offering up epithets of the plot, so I’m not going to do that. What I can share are a few ordinary observations. A Facebook friend called it right when she described Breaking Dawn as “good in parts, comical in others.” It’s fair to say some parts of the film are downright silly, and some critics (especially men) find the whole saga tedious and unrealistic. This is the same accusation the girls level at equally successful science fiction sagas, like Star Wars. While the metaphors may seem silly, they aren’t meant to be taken literally. What they refer to, of course, are real emotions, real desires, real issues. And as is the case with Star Wars, this is a story about finding one’s place in the world. Bella has to decide now, finally, who she is, and who she is going to become. These are big decisions, and the vampire context manages to convey the scope of these decisions in a powerful way.
The existential feel of the flick is something that is rarely seen in Hollywood movies. The camera takes long looks at Bella’s mute changes of expression. The extended responses to a comment or a realization are subtleties we tend to associate with art house film. Meet Joe Black is a well known example, and a far more tedious and clumsy flick than the crisp melodrama of Meyer’s Twilight Saga.
Lize Labuschagne from Mangaung Studios calls Breaking Dawn “amazing”, and summarizes the best parts of the flick as “the marriage and honeymoon.” But it’s in Part 1’s third act that we find the crux of the tension. Bella’s transformation fuels the premise for Part 2. What makes Breaking Dawn compelling is that the elements of each of the three acts in Part 1 comment on some of the most critical decisions, and most powerful – and hopefully happy – memories we’ll probably make in our lives. Twilight is really about a young woman who, thanks to her adolescence, is being propelled into the world. Does she resist, or bust through?
In last year’s Eclipse Bella says, “ I've always felt out of step. Like literally stumbling through my life. I've never felt normal, because I'm not normal, and I don't wanna be. I've had to face death and loss and pain in your world, but I've also never felt stronger, like more real, more myself, because it's my world too. It's where I belong.”

Edward responds: “So it's not just about me? And Bella says, “No.” Twilight is about girls stepping out of their shells, finding and being in love, and transforming from shrinking violets into seductive vampires.
Score: 8.5/10

Thursday, November 17, 2011

I'm currently working on a series of supplements commissioned by the Free State Provincial Government...

Samples below...all of the text and photos you see below was produced by me via research (including visits to the National Musem), going into the field (including riding the OFM with my camera), conducting interviews and mining my image stock.